我以为

I thought that i can leave without you , I thought that i can forget about you , Why ? Why all is i thought ? Why all the things can't be the true. Because of you , Im emo every day , i try to stop myself being emo freak anymore , why ? i can't do it ! I feel that im just a rubbish , I know that you fuckin hate me , but till now i still don't yet the reason , because of this , every night i think , what the reason , we will walk the step until like that , I'm blame myself why can't handle you properly , let you leave me. Because of you , knock me down . I'm tired ! But when i wanna close my eyes to sleep , my mind all is you , every night i can't sleep . WTH! Last night i dream about you , i dream that we are together back , when i open eyes , i'm started to scold myself why was a dream , why not the true ? I already become a girl who are emo every day because of you. Damn it ! Every night , cried because of you . Every day , online at facebook , see a lot of couple upload their picture , so envy them , hope the day i still can upload our sweet picture , but now ... All just a dream . Why ? Behind me , you can laugh , you can smile , i feel happy with you from bottom of heart. But i feel sad behind you know ? I need you badly ! You are the one make me feel . Hell! Im still loving you

Bii's birthday

Bii ! Happy birthday to you , bii ! <3 I knew you since from form one but we feel so strange . But never mind we still got a lot of time to make us more close . Yeap , i love you more than others really . You are the one who know me so well , seriously ! Hope we are the bestie , sweet , sista forever and ever !

My love !

Happy Birthday Bii :*

The one what i made for you , hope you like it . Mwah :*

Tien tien birthday today ! She at kk now . Wish you pretty always ! With your feng feng more sweet sweet yah ! Love you xx ♥ Night !

I'm back

Yeah , i'm back ! I won't give a rubbish to kick me down so .. Hahaha ! You know what i'm thinking about right . Hmmm.. Last night , i'm being emo freak again ! Just see somethings then knock me down Oh my god , i can't believe myself for these few month every night being a emo freak ? How come ! Laugh myself . Feel so shame z ! But never mind YihWei finally wake up ! Haha . I won't be alone cause i still got a lot of friends :)

Anyways i will flight to kl this friday , hmm ! I'm so tired with this rubbish town . Is quite bored here and no any place can let you out , i'm serious with you . Hmm.. but got a good way is earthquake or flood . (Y) I'm so excited , really haha Finally can out for vacation one week. ONE WEEK ! Lmae . Bless me :)

Bye !

爱了很久却要放手

I love you that i really do ! There are a lot of memories that we had been pass these few month , but the way is i can't handle this love . You had been tired ! You happy that you without me , i happy to see that honey . Remember back , how we keep our love tight tight , how we learn care each other , how we learn love each other , but now what you are gave me ? You hurt me but i no qualified to hate you that because i give you those feeling made you not warm ! I'm sorry to hear that . Try to forget me and make your life more smooth , i'm just giving you a lot of rubbish memories . I'm proud for that got a boyfriend like you . I will find a boy someone like you . Never mind ! Is quite never mind , hope you will happy without me . Bless you with all of best wishes. No offense . And i love you

Nyiak

I'm getting emo this few days.
Nyiak!
No go tuiton just now--
Heheheee
My dad don't allow me go out with them.
Sien-nya:(
Tomorrow holiday.
Oh yes

Exhausted

These two days i din update cause too busy--
Lools!
Saturday
:: Morning went school special case for me is period KH! Walao! ASMA o. So
So suddenly right? I don't know what was happen also. Is really not feeling
well.-- Then afternoon badminton competition again. This competition to me is
quiet important. Real! Haih! But lose again. Never mind for me. Cause got many
chance for me :) My best used finish edi. My mom go Singapore lagi-- Every day
fly laii fly quu. SienzZ dao! Yan wong--
Sunday
::Morning competition mix double again. I know that my partner don't want lose
cause scare no face-- Lools! Competition is like that de larr, got lose and win
de. How come not lose? Terbalek laii say-- Then, yamcha with friends. Night go
watch show with Feii zaii yang them :) Enjoy dao si! Making nearly friend. But i
think he dislike me something like that-- Suan liao! Maybe..Hmm? Nothing larr--
Sad! Maybe no next time :( Never mind! I'm happy also when you happy :D Sorry
too my partner. Made you all like that. I'm very apologize! Wish you all next
time will more :) GBU!

Goodnights sampat :*

Lazy

*SPECHLESS*

Sleepy

Feel Sleepy Today :(
Standing also can sleep --
May may cried again.
Don't know why teacher change her's seat
Cried so long time
Make us worry about her
Saw her scold teacher so geng and funny dao si xd
Look at her nothing
Then feel good :)
Afternoon sleep le whole day then wake up wake up study JC exam
Then saw message said don't have tuition cause teacher was accident
Walao! *Shock me! Wanna called him ask are you well? But feel scare--Lools
Night nothing to do --
Lazy do math,
Don't know why?--

Goodnights All :))

Pain :(

My hand is really pain-- Aihhh! Today injection lagi! Walao. Don't know that noob people know how to help people onot, make my hand pain now. TWO HANDS pan now! Sign. Cough cough coughing again-- Asma wanna come out edi, Sad*
NIGHTS

No any special

Today, when i was wake up. No sound out! Can't talk-- Walaoweh! Hen tao yan lorr. Go school can shout edi o...Don't know why?! Heheheee :D After met at hall, then go back to class for start our lesson. When i sit down, my friend who was call *Rachellisca* was dizzy. Lools! *Shock me* When the moment, my head was black. After 2/3 minute then elaine with me, move her to stayback. She heavy actually, my hand is pain until now D: Then, her mom go there visit her and ask her isn't wanna to back home or what? Lools. Don't know la. When period science, i wanted go to washroom need to fill the blue card. When i wanted give teacher sign, don't know why she wanted to *sampat* our things-- Actually is a small thing, don't know why wanted make it BIG problem. Damn! Nothing to do, then find this kinda things to sampat-- Lools! The bell rang, woohoo! :D Is the time to go home ((: Cut hair! So short o yan wong :'( Sign* Tuition baru balik, small test wa! Walaoweh, din prepare then test wa. Don't know how to do o! Just do 2 questions another 2 black it. Teacher said: If wrong need copy 20 times o. GOSH* Many things to do when 15 years old *Sob

Goodnights

Weird me

Morning- Go school for competition *Ying Bi*. Early early wake up, then go school no need so early wa! Nget sai. I'm lazy to go edi actually, but in the last go also-- Know early edi i can't get first or second but go for play only de-- After that, go out with banana them. Go seaside wa! Qit zhao bat zhao ooo. Yan wong. That sun aa? Walao. Don't know how to say. Then we go eat lool. Meet zat ting, who is my old friend but she din saw me-- I know her mom dislike me also so that lazy to called her. -- Then go home to prepare go PICNIC with Jason things. When i arrived centre, need wait like 30 minute then we start go. Walao! Hot dao si. But arrived there so syok la ((: Fell daown two times, dirty my body and shoes--
Come out xd Share our food feel so familiar ((;
SYOK DAO SI! MISS TODAY. Loves today
Take more Picture ((:
Upload next time .
Goodnight

Agian Saturday

Saturday? My weekend no any special cause need go school again-- Bored dao si! Every day school-- Tak boleh tahan! YiWen din go school. :( Class look like so quite, nobody spend us eat-- Nobody help me buy things-- Hhehe. I think when she see this, she an shuang xd Bu yao jiang ni lool \m/ Hoi choi afternoon no go back school! Again who are the lazy xd TIRED! Don't know why this few days feel TIRED! Not sleep didn't well? Another reason for that-- Wakao! I'm finding the reason too. Night, Go take dinner at Ocean! Lucky draw wa-- Din got me also. T.T Back home watch my movie 301♥ Tomorrow need back school-- I din have black ball pen actually. Don't know how to do-- HATE!

Goodnights

Tired

Tired today :( Can't sleep last night cause do that fk geografi-- Ishh! Waste my time only Zzz! HEADACHE again-- I don't know why? I will visit doctor again-- Look like everyday visit-- Why?! I'm really tired for this kinda of things-- TIRED TO DO THINGS! Really--
Nancy today get hurt :( Don't know why she had been made by Form 1 student then CRY! Duh-- Any special for those Form 1? For me? The answer should be NO! But for her? I Think is very important but the boy din appreciate. So What can do? Just wait the things bygones! xd No matter what is the conclusion, you should been accept it. Because accept will be change your life! Just make you become a new person :) New you, New beginning, New chapter, New life:) That's why i love you friend !
Is the time to continue my fking math--
Nights

Headache

Headache, please go away! Everyday headache, i'm very tired-- No mood to anything.
Geografi wait me to shot you! Today maybe late abit sleep cause HOMEWORK! Why this year so many homework o! Hate.
HOMEWORK AGAIN --

HOMEWORK

Walaowehh! These few days don't know why those teachers suddenly give so many homework for us-- LAZY dao si--! MATH is the homework which make me big head. Don't know why.
Today- At school feeling better than last few day :) Look like recover edi. Hehehe.
Afternoon SLEEP! Is quite a lot tired ya :( NIGHT! JC tuition until 10pm not
so tired when tuition there but feel very nervous! Chinese teacher a little bit
wanted called my dad edi. Cause my chinese became bad, don't know why
just hate CHINESE! -- EMO right? xd
GOODNIGHTS lool. Still got homework waiting me--

SPEECHLESS

Can't sleep last night cause my nose disturd me--
At school, give me sleep le first period. Then got little bit spirit to continue the lesson :) Too tired also -- Afternoon, tuition LIM! May tell me all the things make me unbelievable things-- Why you people wanted at the back talked people bad things? Why don't you just in front of me say? Don't dare? Don't dare still at the back talking? Lmao! Nothing to talk then people bad things? Zha dao lerrr! Come on. How old are you? Can you mature little bit? SUAN LERRR! Want say then say but please don't at the back say too not polite, you want me to teach?--
I will not unhappy for those guy just make my mood getting down only--
SPEECHLESS FOR THOSE CHILDISH PEOPLE
Goodnights

Start school

Today start school lurr. A little bit i got a late coming card..
Forget to bring chinese homework so i back home to take scare dedak my marks. No mark to give her to dedak edi.
Then the form teacher change my place again. *SIGN!
Sit at there nobody talk with me. And my headache come out again make my whole day mood flying away..Tell teacher i don't want to change but she said i'm always talking at there. OMG! Am i? Do you before do things ask others teacher first.. WAKAO! Damn disappointed with you
Before i go tuition , my whole body already not feeling well. But i think is nevermind cause not the first time but after tuition my dad call me to visit doctor cause my fever is very high.. OMG!
Arrive there still wanna wait for 30 minute. GOSH! Damn tired-- Still got many medicine waiting me. :(
Hope the sick can get off from my bone

GOODNIGHTS

School :(

Tomorrow start school again --
Don't know why hate this feel. Just finish my sejarah correction damn TIRED-- My body's friend coming out again. Long time din coming but now don't know why come again><>
SCHOOL I HATE!
Sleep early for tomorrow school get my exam paper.
Please GOD BLESS ME don't all red colour.
Goodnights

My Weekend ((:

Woohoo! Is Weekend ((:
But my weekend look like nothing to do><><
This morning no current !@#$%^&* Make me early early wake up (1030am) lols><
Afternoon go back school for do my class de wall for Malay -- Is Quiet bored at school><>< BORED DAO SI! Aihhhhhhh--!
COUSIN
-I think WE are going have a new relation like before xd
-Hope that will continue xd
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Goodnights

What A Bored Day

What a bored day!?
Wake up on 1130am. Hehe Not so late/ Not so early :P
Lazy for do anythings xd No out also-- BORED o! Yan wong. I want out with you all but my parents don't let. Make my mood getting down only. Ishh><
Afternoon nothing for me do>< Want do homework, scare when i see the book, WILL SLEEP!--
Night- TUITION TUITION TUITION! Gossip with my girl girl ((: Weee! Miss You All <3
Suddenly FACEBOOK got people POP chat me?! *Shock me. Haha xd OLD FRIEND laaa. Syok o! Miss You All ((:
Nothing to say lool \m/
Goodnights ((:

Welcome Back My Blog ((:

New Blog. New Style. New Me ((:
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Wow! Is quite alot din write bloq edy :S I'm nervous for no reason. -- I think this is the only place to put my feelings sparse. Recently a lot of things really happened.
School?
-Holiday now. but quite a lot of homework for me :( Lazy for do--
Friend?
-I'm enjoy with them now ((:
-Whether I am not happy, they comfort me as much as possible.
-Loves Them So Much♥
Cousin?
-Don't know why will become like that?
-Doesn't know is my own change or she change?
-Before our very good relationship, why would this be now？
-How that our's relation can like before (:
Parents?
-My parents are very strict control, *Dislike* for this kind of feel


I know they are good for me. I will appreciate it :(
Lonq time no update, would be particularly wordy.
Goodnight (;