我以为

I thought that i can leave without you , I thought that i can forget about you , Why ? Why all is i thought ? Why all the things can't be the true. Because of you , Im emo every day , i try to stop myself being emo freak anymore , why ? i can't do it ! I feel that im just a rubbish , I know that you fuckin hate me , but till now i still don't yet the reason , because of this , every night i think , what the reason , we will walk the step until like that , I'm blame myself why can't handle you properly , let you leave me. Because of you , knock me down . I'm tired ! But when i wanna close my eyes to sleep , my mind all is you , every night i can't sleep . WTH! Last night i dream about you , i dream that we are together back , when i open eyes , i'm started to scold myself why was a dream , why not the true ? I already become a girl who are emo every day because of you. Damn it ! Every night , cried because of you . Every day , online at facebook , see a lot of couple upload their picture , so envy them , hope the day i still can upload our sweet picture , but now ... All just a dream . Why ? Behind me , you can laugh , you can smile , i feel happy with you from bottom of heart. But i feel sad behind you know ? I need you badly ! You are the one make me feel . Hell! Im still loving you